It's chemical love

So I haven't been on for a while, been really busy with my English paper; but the hardest part is pretty much over.. But anyway that's far from the topic that I'm aiming for..

So to get to that topic, and to understand the title of this blog, click here! :D

Anyway, I came here to tell you that I love you. I know I've said that hundreds of times, but I don't know if I have ever had a day where you didn't come to mind. I am willing to do anything for you. All you have to do is ask, and it will be done. The only thing that I don't think I can do is go one day without telling you that I love you..

I just thought of something else to say, but it totally slipped from my mind.. I hate that.

Oh well 1233 5/22

oh, it's another rainy day

hi, I love you. that's it.

I've decided I'm going to give you a hug tomorrow. I just want to hold you. and that's pretty much all I have to say. 2323 5/12.

“Hugs are part of everybody life for me. I’ll hug all sorts of people- I don’t worry about it looking unmanly or whatever. I think physical human contact is one of the things that makes living worthwhile.”
—AJ McLean

Wanna be ok when I'm sitting here alone not just thinking of the ways that I could have done it wrong

Why must it be so hard to find the right person? People always say "Oh were just not in the right place. All the nice, good looking people are someplace other than Chicago, let alone Illinois." But I feel like I'm closer than ever to the person I would love to spend the rest of my life with. They just seem right. Every little aspect that contributes to this persons well being, has met or goes beyond everything that I look for in a partner. But selecting this person and waiting for them also has it's setbacks.. Being as both of us has some pretty extreme standards with commitment, I find it hard and kinda doubt that we can ever become anything more than best friends. Although my mind is set to wait for them, and that being anything more than best friends will be something that I've wanted for the longest time now, I don't know that even if I was committed, that they would have to capability to break habit and achieve a relationship.. If they want one with me at all.. Maybe that's it, maybe were both just afraid of what could happen to us or our relationship, rather than of what the definition or commitment really is.. If I could have one thing, it would be that you could love me, and truly love me, for who I am; and be happy while doing so.

“He who is most slow in making a promise is the most faithful in performance of it.”
—Jean-Jacques Rousseau

"If I know what love is, it is because of you."

hey, so I'm back; like I said I would. You weren't in school today, it's depressing because I've been waiting all weekend, just to see you, and was pretty upset that you weren't there.. I really hope that everything is alright, it really isn't like you to not answer a message on Facebook.. There is so much that I really want to tell you. But I know that it'll be rare for you to actually read this.. But you're overworked.. Truthfully, when you told me that you got another job, I was sad. Don't get me wrong, I'm extremely happy for you, But we already have a hard enough time hanging out, and now that you have another job it is going to make it that much harder to do.. I just need to spend time with you. You've been all I could think about for the past few weeks now.. I may be over reacting again, as usual, but whatever. It's about 2225. Monday 5/10. Out.

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightfowardingly, without complexities or pride. So I love you because I know no other way than this... "
—Pablo Neruda

Sweater, n.: garment worn by child when its mother is feeling chilly.

Happy Mothers Day!

So yeah, just small blog today, haven't been on for a while. It's not that I've had anything great to do, but I haven't been doing nothing. I've got a few things to say to you. But I'll save that for tomorrow, it'll give me a reason to blog. Yeah. I've been thinking about you a lot.. but again, that's for tomorrow. Alright I'm kinda tired. 2333 Sunday 5/9.

"Men are what their mothers made them."
—Ralph Waldo Emerson

Amateurs train until they get it right. Professionals train until they can't get it wrong

woah. it's been a while since I've actually blogged. Hmm well I've been a little busy, and well over all.. lazy. I've gotten into Free Running, or Parkour. It's been more of a release rather than a rush. And not too long ago, I noticed that I'm not very good. Actually.. I'm terrible. So I guess I'll just keep working at it. I'm determined to have this down. I'm going to have it so well that there is no possible way, I could mess it up. So by the end of summer or mid or whatever I can go parkour paint balling. Some Hardcore Parkour Paintballing. hah say that 5 times fast. Well this has been me keeping you updated. Which I happened to have failed at these past 2 weeks or so?

Oh and Definite Props to Mark Madeo for the amazing picture.

alright it's about 2236 Monday 5/3. Out.

"Look ahead of you, never behind. Have faith in yourself. If you do, you will be amazed at what you can accomplish."

—T.L. Nash