I was a good liar as a child. Now I'm better.

Alright, so I lied the last time I was on. I said I would be back the next day, and it's actually 2 or 3 days past due. Lately I've been thinking about us, If we'll make it. If we'll ever become anything more than just friends. I know that I usually bring this topic up, but I want to try something different today.

Even when we go our ways, because I know that that day will come eventually. I want you to know that I will always be there for you. Whether you want to vent about your jobs or if you ever just want to talk. I'm there. I want to be able to be the one person you can go to for everything. Advice, someone to listen, even money (which Yes, I know is rare, for you especially) I want to be more than the friend who is always there. I want to be a brother, I want to be your brother.

I like hearing your voice, I like that you make me feel like something I never thought I could be. I like that, around you, I can be whatever I want to be, and you will still accept me as the same person you've grown to know. At night, just before I fall asleep, I like to tell me pillow good night as if I were talking to you. Because hopefully, with a strike of luck and help from God, maybe one day you will hear me, for me..

"If love were like water, I'd build you a fountain
And if love were like stone, I'd bring you a mountain.
If love were like air, I'd blow you a breeze.
But as these are not love, I'll just give you me."
—Charles Wiles