-just a list of notables

hello, it's about noon on this very hot day. The picture shown is actually from a while back, but I noticed that I took it, and never actually used it. It's a good thing I got the picture too, because that same day, I went out and when I came home the poor fungus was gone. So yeah, I don't really know what to say, so I'm just gonna name a few things that I've noticed in these past few days of my absence.

• I'm leaving for Ohio on Thursday and still have yet to see you.
• My only secure way of venting, is to my pillow but subconsciously to myself.
• The venting sessions with myself/pillow are way deeper than my blogging.
• I wish that I could blog like I vent, but due to my extreme laziness, I fail to do so.
• Hearing your voice, even just in the morning, Can make my whole day worth something.
• I look forward to every chance I can get to see you.
• When you invited me to hang out with you the first few times and I said I couldn't go, wasn't because of babysitting. I lied and said I couldn't because being around you is so nerve wrecking to me, that I scare myself into thinking that you won't like me for who I am.
• To this day, I get nervous when we have plans together. But soon lose my nerves when I see you smile at me when we make eye contact.
• To have conversation with you, like you have with your life-long friends is one of my few goals to achieve.
• This list is actually a lot longer than I thought it would be.
• This is my last bullet in the list of notables.

“It is easy to sit up and take notice, What is difficult is getting up and taking action.”
—Honore de Balzac