"And why do we fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves up."

Hello again, it's been a few days since I've updated last, so I guess there's a few things I could talk about.. But I think I'll focus on one or two. So You've been gone for quite a while, and it's kinda depressing me, I've made several promises but I just can't seem to follow through with them. They weren't huge promises, but it just really upsets me, that all I really want is you're trust but It doesn't seem like I'll allow you to even believe that you can trust in me.. I know that these were only promises to myself, and that it would be a very rare occasion if you knew what these promises ever were.. But... I really don't know what to say anymore.. We have to do something, It's the only thing that can actually make me feel better about myself. Come home soon! I just need to see you and a nice long hug couldn't hurt either..

oh and on a much less depressing note, I asked someone earlier what I should about, she said herself. I didn't.. So I felt it fair that I should at least mention her. So here's to her! :D

"It's not who we are underneath, but what we do that defines us."
—Katie Holmes (Batman Begins)